All that it takes these days is for someone to plant a seed and before you know it, it's grown into a massive plant, consuming everything on its way.
As you'll probably guess, I've done it again. Someone mentioned I may have a chance with someone and at first I shrugged it off because she'd never go for me but that was the seed planted firmly in my head right there and then. Since then it's been growing day by day and with the increased amount of time I've seen her recently it's just boosted the growth.
Yeah she's lovely and amazing, but I know nothing is going to happen because of the way she's acting (and not replying...).
It's got to the stage where I'm feeling rather down because of it and it's annoys me because I want to be able to stop and just be mates and it not make me feel this way but sadly I can not.
My fear is that I've scared her away too because of it and I really hope I've not because I don't want to make things awkward. And because of that lingering in my mind too, I'm rather annoyed at my mate for planting the seed.
