I hate sterotypes

I hate them

A lot

I hate sexism

I hate people who think its ok to think that a woman or female is there purely for there desires and wants

I hate them all




What I want to do?

Well, (probably completely irrelevant to this post) I want to take a girl, (one I like) out for a nice meal at a nice resturant, dressed nicely, for an occasion (her birthday) or just for a meal out on a friday, and then go for a night time drive and go somewhere we could sit and talk and look at the stars (or clouds, weather depending) and then in the end of it all take her back home, wish her a good night and go home. Go home knowing she had an amazing night she will never forget and that, that's the sort of thing that makes me happy.

Knowing that I've made someone else happy and that I've not gained anything from it other than there friendship.

So yeah,

I hate sexism

I hate it when...

Wanna know what I really dislike?

When someone says;

"Aww you two would make a great couple"

Or;

"Any girl would be luck to have you"

It really annoys me, because if we would make a great couple, we would be a couple, and if some one says that a girl would be lucky to have me then why the hell don't I have a girl to have me?

Life is a bitch

It's a whore

It takes things away from you that you love

And throws you on the ground. 

People say;

Follow your heart

Well I say, don't follow your heart because it just leads to disappoint mount and heartache. It isn't nice. Your heart wants that lovely girl you see with the pretty face and lovely blonde hair and her amazing personality, well your brain should say "whoa don't you dare get thoughts about her unless you know she likes you or you have a chance"

I just want you

No one else

Just us

On the beach having a picnic maybe

Or watching the stars

A nice night time drive

A walk in a park

Day at the lake

Something. 

Just you. 

And me. 

I'm sorry. 

What I need to say

Hello,

Part of me really doesn't want you to be reading this, but part of me does, because I want to know if you feel the same way I feel towards you, but I know that in doing so, our friendship will either go one of two ways. It'll either blossom into a lovely relationship or it'll disintegrate into nothingness, and I hope it doesn't disintegrate. You probably already know what I'm going to say next, about how much I like you and how long I have etc etc, and well, I will, but first I want to describe you, because I may as well try and make you smile if it's the last message I'll be sending you as a friend. 

You, are amazing. Brilliant. Kind. Loving. Beautiful. Caring. Lovely. Nice. Cute. Pretty. Funny. And loads more.

You are the only girl I've liked that I've been able to talk to casually and not panic or screw it up, and that's one of the many things I like about you. 

So yeah, I really like you, and well, I have since June/July-ish, and I hope that because of this message I don't loose you as a friend, because even if you don't want to be with me then that's fine, we can still be friends and I hope we do. 

I remember that time, I was about to go to bed and you sent me a text at about midnight because you were upset and didn't know what to do, and every night since then I have had my phone on loud during the night, because when I say I'm there for you I literally mean it. 

So yeah, please don't hate me?

The Little things

The little things in life make the biggest difference. Don't they?

Whether it's a Thank You for holding the door, or a smile in the corridor, or even just a Morning while passing.

But, the little things that aren't so good also make the biggest difference.

A change in a pattern.

The way someone behaves.

The way people are around you.

When one of them changes even in the slightest, I can tell. I know when someone starts behaving differently around me, I notice the little hello's and the thank you's, but most of all, I notice changes in patterns.

It's horrible, don't pay attention to them, because it's great when its positive changes, but when they start going downhill, that's when you wish you could stop but you cant.

"Thank you for being an amazing techie!"

Doesn't it feel nice to belong?

To feel like your wanted?

To feel like the work you do is appreciated?

It doesn't happen a lot, but when it does it feels great, because most people don't care.

But some do.