Tuesday, 29 October 2013

What I need to say

Hello,

Part of me really doesn't want you to be reading this, but part of me does, because I want to know if you feel the same way I feel towards you, but I know that in doing so, our friendship will either go one of two ways. It'll either blossom into a lovely relationship or it'll disintegrate into nothingness, and I hope it doesn't disintegrate. You probably already know what I'm going to say next, about how much I like you and how long I have etc etc, and well, I will, but first I want to describe you, because I may as well try and make you smile if it's the last message I'll be sending you as a friend. 

You, are amazing. Brilliant. Kind. Loving. Beautiful. Caring. Lovely. Nice. Cute. Pretty. Funny. And loads more.

You are the only girl I've liked that I've been able to talk to casually and not panic or screw it up, and that's one of the many things I like about you. 

So yeah, I really like you, and well, I have since June/July-ish, and I hope that because of this message I don't loose you as a friend, because even if you don't want to be with me then that's fine, we can still be friends and I hope we do. 

I remember that time, I was about to go to bed and you sent me a text at about midnight because you were upset and didn't know what to do, and every night since then I have had my phone on loud during the night, because when I say I'm there for you I literally mean it. 

So yeah, please don't hate me?

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