No matter what it is. Be it a bad habit such as smoking or gambling or drugs, or giving up being lazy and everything like that.
What also is though, is giving up on a person.
I never thought the day would come when I needed to try to do this, but things in my life have become so stressful and I can't cope with some of it, so there's one or two people I need to give up on.
The main one, is going to be hard. It's someone I like. No, really like...
She is amazing, well, she appeared to be, and kind and nice too. But now, I'm not sure...
One thing I hate more than anything is when people "play" others. Sweeten them up and then drop them when they are not of use...what's worse, is when im being played.
I believe I'm being played by her, I think she knows I like her and is taking the puss out of me, but also using me to get what she wants. It's tough trying to give up liking her and move on, many times I wish I could just switch off my feelings all together and just be single for as long as I need to be, which at this rate will be forever.
Now, I could be over exaggerating about this...she may actually like me...but that's highly doubtful as, well, it's me for a start, no one with sense would pick me over what they have currently...
Well that was my attempt to finish on a happy note...obviously that didn't work out well for me, like most things in my then eh?
Good night everyone.
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