Why are feelings so annoying?

Recently my feelings have been all over the place and right now I know who I like and it's all manageable but I just keep getting jealous and want to see the girl who I like and I want to tell her I like her because you know, I do, but I don't want to alienate her, and I know I've said this several times on here so if anyone Dow actually read my blog sorry (and thank you for reading it!) but yeah, feelings are so annoying. 

Blergh