March

Sometimes I don't know why I bother, I make the effort and it is very rarely returned. I'm getting sick and tired of being used and spoken to only when people want something. I do people favours that are never returned and sometimes not even thanked. My so called "friends" go behind my back and when I tell them something that they say they won't tell anyone about they go and fecking tell the person it's about. 

I seriously don't know why I bother. 

Currently I feel like shit and there's nothing I can really do about it. I like someone, more so than I thought I would but I don't see any point as I'm making an effort and there's nothing being returned. My friend has gone and told the person I like them and someone else has guessed I like them through Twitter....there's nothing even on Twitter!!!

I'm just fed up of everything right now and I just want to sleep but I can't because of the bloody show and loads of other shit that's running through my mind...

To make it worse, I'm currently hating work due to one idiot person but also enjoying because of another. 

Nothing is going right for me at the moment and I'm constantly feeling like shit. So yeah, happy March everyone.