I know you've not been feeling too good recently and I've been talking to you and trying to cheer you up but I've done a crap job at it. I know you'll pull through fine, I know you probably will never read this, but because I've been texting you more recently my feelings towards you have increased.
I suppose I do kind of like you, but I know you don't like me the way I like you, and even if you did, I couldn't put you through the pain of being in a relationship with me. If we could just lie some where and cuddle for a while that would suit me fine, I know I'm friend zoned by you and pretty much everyone else I talk to, but I just wish I could make you happy.
I've seen your tweets, you say you can't see your self in a relationship anymore, well I can, because truth be told you are one of the most (if not the most) beautiful girl I know. You always look so happy and bubbly and you are so nice and lovely to talk to, and I think that's what made me fall for you.
You haven't been replying recently and it's made me panic and think I've annoyed you, I don't want to stop talking to you because your a great friend, but this seems to always happen to me, I just wish I could talk to you in person but I won't see you for a while, so I'll stop texting you and annoying you, but I just want you to know I will always be here for you, no matter what time it is, where I am, or how we are, you are important to me and I will make time for you.
I hope you feel better soon, because it kills me inside knowing your upset, but your strong so keep going and hang on in there.
If you saw this post you'd probably never speak to me again, and that would pain me so much, but if it meant you were happier without me, then I can live with that, if there is anything I can do to help you, please tell me, I'll do anything to try and help you
Good luck beautiful, you'll do fine
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