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You know when you like someone so much and you feel sick when other people are closer to them than you or they're flirting with them? 

It's horrible isn't it. 

You just feel sick and get jealous  

But. 

It's worse when your in love with someone, and you find out that or see them getting off with someone, you just go all light headed and feel like collapsing there and then and then you start feeling sick, and all you can do is stand there and just say;

"Ok"

It's truly one of the worst feelings in the world. Yes, they were drunk. Yes, it didn't mean anything. But, it's not the point. It still hurts, it still gets to you, it makes you think, "that should be me"

One day, everything will be alright. 

Maybe?

Hopefully?

Probably not.