Decisions

So I like someone, and she's the only girl I've ever liked and been able to talk to perfectly fine, and that makes me wonder why.

Lately I've been thinking of telling her that I like her, but I don't want to loose a great friend, and it's just so annoying how I want to tell her but can't, so I don't know what to do. 

Tell her and risk loosing her. 

Or,

Don't tell her and risk not getting her. 

Why is life such a bitch?

Things like this happen to loads of people but then again I know loads of people who can pretty much go up to a girl, say hi, and then the next minute there in a relationship. Why isn't there anyone who I can go out with?

Yes ok I had a girlfriend once but she was/still is a physcopath freak, completely messed in the head, but that's not the point, it wasted 5 and Half months of my life...

So yeah, I just want to go out with the one I like but I know I can't, won't be able to because she doesn't like me the way I like her.