Panic

You have a deadline to meet.
Maybe it's an essay.
Project.
Work.
Food.
Or getting somewhere.

Everything's fine at first. You just do what you have to do to get it done, but then the deadline soon approaches and it gets quicker and quicker and then you begin to panic.
You begin rushing and panicking about everything you have to do, but then soon after, you go into a state of calm, you become completely relaxed and begin working at a steady speed again, because you know that you won't finish on time, and that it'll be done when it's done.

I'm in that calm state, I have no deadline, but I know that the feelings I feel are uncontrollable (mostly) and that what ever happens happens, and if something's supposed to happen it will.

One day. Hopefully.