I suppose it hurts a lot, when someone complains that they want some one, a friend, maybe more, who would be nice and all that stuff they want, and you know for a fact that that's you, and it is you for some time, but then they just stop. For no reason. No texts. No messages. Nothing. It's like loosing a best friend.
You panic at first. Then, you blame your self. You don't know what to do. Do you text them? Or do you think that'd annoy them. Do you leave it? Or are they testing you?
So many decisions, each one with a different ending and outcome.
Do you message them? Tell them how you feel? Or do you leave it incase it pushes them away?
Your not on talking terms so what've you got to loose? You have plenty to loose. Because you don't know what they're thinking or feeling. They could just be busy a lot and have forgotten about you. They may just not want to talk, maybe they will in a few days. Or maybe your just over reacting the whole thing and there's nothing to worry about.
The worst bit is you can't get someone to ask them, because that means you want to know, you just have to sit. Wait. And hope for the best.
It's a living hell, but as Winston Churchill once said;
"When your going through hell, keep going"
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